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End of Semester Woes by RemmyMachineGun
End of Semester Woes
I am at that point where as long as I get a C in my worst class, I just don't give a fuck anymore. No make up, no hair effort.
I smell good and I'm not in my pajamas. That's what matters.
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It's Been Awhile by RemmyMachineGun
It's Been Awhile
It didn't really make me feel any better, but it was an excellent distraction for the moment.
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I haven't been able to sleep nightmare free since she passed away. I can't seem to find any peace or closure. I'm still so lost, depressed, and angry. All of us are worried about her husband because he's taking things way too well and I feel like once it all sinks in at the funeral he will lose it. I never got to say goodbye. I never got to tell her how much she mattered. I never got one last hug or one last crazy funny conversation.
It hurts..
I improvised my entire speech final..I did it on the stages of grief, the importance of acceptance, and sharing funny memories of Amy. I powered through but now I'm crying in the back of the classroom.
Last minute, I've changed my speech.
The stages of grieving is more important than some lame speech about hair dye.
I didn't make it long without crying. I'm just fortunate and thankful that I have good friends that surrounded me with hugs.
I haven't been able to sleep nightmare free since she passed away. I can't seem to find any peace or closure. I'm still so lost, depressed, and angry. All of us are worried about her husband because he's taking things way too well and I feel like once it all sinks in at the funeral he will lose it. I never got to say goodbye. I never got to tell her how much she mattered. I never got one last hug or one last crazy funny conversation.
It hurts..

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I am a college student currently studying Criminal Justice, focusing on substance abuse issues. I am an amateur writer, makeup artist, and I practice hair coloring skills in myself and brave friends. I have a wonderful husband who is a United States Marine Corps veteran. I am also an avid reader, animal activist, and transitioning vegan.
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SuzieButton Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
Thx 4 the Watch n +fav Heart Heart 
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RemmyMachineGun Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
You're very welcome!!
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RangerAngel Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for adding my work! I appreciate it!
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RemmyMachineGun Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
You're amazing!!
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RangerAngel Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
:blush: Aww :blush:
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RemmyMachineGun Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
:-*
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8bitisawesome Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2016
Thank you for faving! :heart: :huggle:
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RemmyMachineGun Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
You're very welcome.
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AnaturalBeauty Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the watch! :D 
have a wonderful day! ~
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RemmyMachineGun Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Right back at ya! :3 You're awesome.
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